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Payout: Miss Brunhilda, I’m really glad you agreed to have this talk with you. I am Payout Innerviews
into your blog and I find the subjects really fascinating. Do you get your inspiration from
real facts or is it fiction? When
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Miss Brunhilda: Well, let’s say fiction meets reality. I get my storyline from actual Meets
stories people tell me on cam. I am a fetish webcam model I try to get to know the Therapy: An
people who come into my room as much as I can, their lifes are quite fascinating and Innerview
I want to expose their point of view on certain subjects through the eyes of a “sexual With Miss
therapist”, but for privacy, I don’t use their personal information. Brunhilda ...

PO: You compare your shows with “sexual therapy”, if you don’t mind me prying,
what happens in this sessions?

MB: Haha, if you’d like we could have one. It depends a lot on the cause they come
to jasmin.com. I tend to get to know them on the first session, so I can find out what
turns them on, I want to keep down the sexual energy by giving them a fascinating
show. After that we get to more intimate stuff, I like to know why is that fetish special
for them. People may not realise that, but I’m experienced in this field and I can figure
it out quite quickly. The point is to make them realise it, so they could experience it to
the full extent.

PO: How long does it take to get to the base of the fetishes? Is it helpful?

MB: Usually the domme-sub relationships on cam are long-lasting. All my members
come back to me, as we bond. We love each other’s company and cherish our moments
together. On the first sessions I try to keep them entertained, as no one truly fonds that
fast and sometimes they are scared of judgement so we start with small stuff they ask
for. I never try to push their line, even though I might guess what this goes to, but I let
my members discover everything at their own pace. For example, we might start with
verbal humiliation, but after a few sessions we might move towards CBT and so on...

The time it takes to fully experience a fetish depends on the person’s sexual
background and education. The ones who are ashamed of their fantasies are harder
to accept it. They like it, but some part of them is still not fully understanding why it is
found weird by other people, so they try to find reasons themselves for why it is wrong.
The truth is, there are no wrong fetishes. People like what they like because it feels
good.

As for the helping part, of course it is. It helps their self-esteem, because usually the
cross-dressers and the sissies keep this hidden from people. Usually they have their
reasons, maybe they have a family and it might hurt them and so on. But sometimes
I find people that are afraid of exposing just because they fear judgement. Making
them understand it is normal, to like certain things even if they are not common is not
wrong, it’s just special and it should be cherished. These people feel free in the fetish
community. It also helps with fully experiencing sexual pleasure.

PO: You talked about people that hide their desired because they are afraid of
judgement form their parteners. Do you consider they are cheating when they come
to you?

MB: No, I don’t. Sometimes the judgement is not even on the table, it is just about
the fear of judgement. I sometimes give my close members that are in for the “therapy”
part homework, like activities to complete in the privacy of their own home, like
experimentation, sensate focus and so on, in order to aproach the delicate subjects
with their partners and it works!

PO: Thank you for your time!

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